Spain

Here I was in Spain again, it was the same as always and still sooo different.
I understand why are people travelling from UK to Spain for weekends. It is so refreshing after busy city week to relax in the nature, on the beach. The weather was not that nice, but I had a great time and enjoyed every single second.

loyalty sucks

During the past week I received few long awaited offers and suddenly I wonder if I'm still interested. It is like pursuing a dream; once you can have it it is not a dream any more and huge part of its attractiveness is gone.

I remember the words .. will us, remaining, ever forget and forgive what happened last week .. I saw more tears and fear than I wanted, I saw great people saying good bye. .. few glasses of wine trying to forget such a failure .. Keep going in such an environment, keep planning your future and celebrate your own happiness? Suddenly, I can't and I am not sure it's right to accept, though I already know the answer.

In wider context it's just another kick from the destiny reminding me the time passes quickly and I'd better start moving!